Boy oh boy, I woke up this morning all out of sorts. I had SO many dreams last night about my ex that when I woke up I really wanted to go downstairs and take it out on my wave master. Alas, my shoulder is healing and I can't use it like that YET.
Ironically, he wasn't actually IN my dreams (in person) but they revolved around him. The entire night was one ongoing dream about him cheating on me with his girlfriend and them being together for a good while before he and I broke up. It had random people in it and random places but every time a new location popped up, there was somebody there asking what happened and when I explained it to them, they were so confused and saying "well that doesn't add up. He was cheating on you as soon as he moved to DC". No kidding. I've had this happen in real life as well...as soon as I tell the person I broke up with my boyfriend in late September, he talked to me through the 3rd week of October saying he missed me and it was so hard not talking to me, and then by the end of October ignored me completely, they ALWAYS respond "That's too soon to just meet somebody and start having a relationship after being with somebody for 2 years, he was seeing her before that".
Anyway, I just wanted to write about the dream thing this morning so I can get it off my mind. I woke up being bothered because in the dream sequence there was a background of my ex traveling around with his new girlfriend here and there. Honestly the thought of this does bother me but not why you'd think. It bothers me because he always claimed he barely had any money. He owes my mom THOUSANDS of dollars and is paying her a measly $200 a month which is going to take him like, 6 years to pay off. So if he and his girlfriend really do do any traveling then he just needs to get his shit together, step up, and pay off my mom first. I think his plan is to hopefully get her paid off when he deploys in September over seas but seriously, that's like 3 years you've owed somebody money. Get your shit together.
So, with all that said, I'm going to get up and go make breakfast on this very cold and very snowy Saturday morning. I was up until 3am (night before was 1am and night before that 5am) so I'm a bit tired and have a headache. Plus, my shoulder really does hurt horribly today. I over used it yesterday because I took it out of the sling since that was annoying me. I had a few errands to do this morning before my Krav seminar this evening but I'm not sure I'm going to get out to do those because of this crazy weather. I REALLY can't wait to get out of VA and go somewhere warmer. It's going to be great to be able to pack up some winter clothes and put them away and forget about them, at least for awhile.
I'm also looking forward to busting out my flip flops for my trip next weekend to Los Angeles!! THAT is be a blast!
Not a whole lot has happened this week to report on. I did get a new car. However, I had no intention of getting a new car! I went to the dealership to see about refinancing my X3 because the payments were SO high and just killing me monthly. It ended up being $300 a month cheaper to lease a new vehicle and on top of that, it's a 4 series which is AMAZING. It's AWD which is great and has a ton of room. I didn't really need the SUV because I have the Jeep.
Alright well, breakfast time it is. I'm pretty hungry. Hopefully its a good day and I can indeed get out of the house for a bit. Snow boots it is. I miss you flip flops!
Here's to a cleared, peaceful mind and a good start to the day. Cheers.
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