Quite frankly, I'm going to make this sort of quick. My day is pushing 15 hours and I just got home so I kind of want to turn my ringer off, eat dinner, watch a movie, and do nothing for a little bit. But, I just want to express how great things are lately. I was kind of dreading having a few good days for the fear of having a bad few moments thrown in there out of nowhere. Hasn't happened in awhile and for that I'm just plain thankful.
Quick updates:
Daughter is doing well with her recovery from oral surgery last week.
Research for moving in early summer is coming together
I'm getting stronger with my training sessions and Krav sessions
My ex has been at the back of my mind where he belongs and not bugging me or trying to get into my brain (I can finally listen to songs that reminded me of him just a few weeks ago and not think anything of it).
I have to say, my excitement right now is focused on Krav. I woke up at 445am so by 5:30 this evening I was exhausted and just wanted to come home & go to sleep. Class was at 5:30 so by about 10 minutes into it, my adrenaline was running high and I wasn't tired anymore. I gained the focus (that "zone") that I get in to when I'm fighting and ran with it. Most people you'll talk to don't understand why you'd want to go and get a little bruised up or intentionally do something that's going to hurt your body but if you're loving what you're doing, you can't really explain it. Yeah, getting hit hurts, but it makes you push that much harder to finish what you're doing. It's a great feeling to come through at the end of a class and have a few bruises or bloody knuckles and realize that you actually have the strength to fight back and survive. I love it and pretty often you can find pictures on my Instagram proudly hash tagged #getsome.
So, with things going so well, I'm really just happy to have so many people around me that are supportive and accepting of the path I'm on and want to continue on.
Here's to progress in every area of life. Cheers.
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