"My New Years Resolution this year is simply to remember to write 2015 instead of 2014."
^THAT. It takes me half a year to not write the previous year when dating things! Ha!
So, I'm currently soaking in a eucalyptus sea salt bath (trying not to drop my phone in) and thinking about how relaxing my day has been. It's been a great way to kick off the new year for sure. I slept in a bit, had lunch with my mom & daughter, and then took my daughter down to my cousin's to visit with her and her kids. We loaded the little ones up in the wagon they got for Christmas and took a walk through the woods. Their house is on a nice little piece of property that's pretty quiet and I tell you what, it makes me miss living in the country! Where I live now is back off the main road but it's a townhouse so we have neighbors and traffic and live near an airport. It's definitely not horrible but I'd love to have an acre somewhere that's still close to people so I can at least have a yard!
Anyway, so really the day was just about being refreshed and having good company. Came home and got some things organized for tomorrow and vacuumed but nothing major. Looking forward to curling up with a good book in a bit and getting back into the gym in the morning (leg day! I actually love leg day!).
My ex crossed my mind today briefly but it wasn't stressful or worrisome. Right now I feel like there's been so much positive in my life that its really helping to just be able to think about him and not dwell on the negative. The only thing I wondered today was if he went out to his home state of CA for the New Year like he has every year and if he took his gf with him to meet all his friends. And if he did...well, I suppose it makes me raise an eyebrow but whatever. I really think that since he was able to move on and forget me so fast that it's going to be so beneficial to just wish nothing but clarity for him. Why? Because with clarity comes the realization of everything that you've made other people feel and the need to set it right within your own life so it doesn't happen again. That takes a lot of time to be able to do because that means you have to want to change a brutal pattern of behavior. As for me? I WANT to change my life. I want to change how I've handled situations and relationships and I will do that. But im the only person I can change and other than that, I wish clarity for others.
Anyhow, I got my eucalyptus soak so it's time for a restful sleep. I'm definitely looking forward to what this year is going to present me with. Since the events of November, I truly know I can overcome anything so bring it on 2015. Let's do this and let's get started with a kick ass leg day tomorrow morning!
Cheers.
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