What a mess! It's been pouring for hours and really shows no sign of stopping. I'm of the mind I need to invest in a vitamin D lamp because so far this winter, we've only had a few really nice days that were acceptable in the "partly sunny" category.
Anyway, yesterday was so busy that Im not even going to file it under "whirlwind". I'm filing it under tornado. My dearest munchkin had a dental appointment and we found out she has to have 2 teeth pulled within the next few weeks. Apparently she was born with minimal enamel on those teeth so they're just kind of taking on the properties of sand and chipping away. Luckily, they're her kids molars and her 12 year molars should come in just fine after that.
Between errands and trying to get stuff organized for Christmas vacation, I didn't have time to breathe yesterday. As soon as I got munchkin from school we had to go home, shower, and turn right back around to go back out because she had a concert at school. Let me just say that I really enjoy seeing her and her classmates perform but the downfall of having a second grader is that they're close to the beginning of the concert. So there's about an hour and 1/2 of other people's kids that have to go after they do and by the time that hour and 1/2 is done, your butt is flat and your back is tired. We never got home and got to bed until around 10ish so I'm thankful that I slept really well because 545am came extremely early.
I did have a head doctor appt yesterday and I was in a good place, just worn down from everything else going on. She commented that I looked pretty tired. Thankfully it wasn't depression related and I've been pretty okay on that front. This weekend I had a few moments where I really was annoyed with myself because I kept wondering about the A/N football game, etc but I came out of it okay and started Monday off on a good note. We did end up discussing how I always seem to support the people I'm with financially and emotionally as if they need "saving". So my goal in the next 2 weeks (before my next appt) is to sit and make a list of how I've supported these people, what I thought Id gain from it, and what I actually gained from it. Our goal in the end is to break a habit so I can be In a healthy relationship. The problem I see is that you really don't get to know someone REALLY Well or find out if they're "needy" until a good while into the relationship. I suppose that's where red flags come in as well as trusting your intuition.
Anyhow, so, on this rainy day, I'm thankful that I have a garage to pull in to at my house and I'm very thankful for waking up clear headed and refreshed and ready to tackle the rest of my ever growing to do list. Cheers to that.
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