And I don't mean 'cause of the weather. Because the weather sucked today. It was COLD and rainy and COLD!!
However, despite waking up REALLY tired from not being able to fall asleep until late, it has been an awesome day. The best part is that nothing overly special happened today but my mood was really just in a place where it hasn't been in a LONG time. No drama, no emotional waves, no anger, no frustration.
It was a fairly busy day too. I actually cancelled a physical therapy appointment because I needed to get other stuff done. So...out this morning, homework, at home deck of cards cardio workout, more homework, bill paying junk, got all my Christmas shopping done save for 2 things, nail appointment, took munchkin to Karate & was REALLY glad I did because I got to have a couple really good conversations and smiled a lot, home for dinner & homework....
I did have a little free time today in which I never gave more than a quick passover thought to my ex and continued about what I was doing.
My nail lady also offered to set me up with someone she knows and even though I denied the offer, I still found myself excited about the possibility. Let me just be clear here: I haven't even REALISTICALLY entertained the idea or been over excited about dating. When I date someone, they're it for me. I don't ogle other guys (I'm not saying I don't NOTICE good looking guys but I don't in any way think about them as more than a glance over) or entertain thoughts of being with anyone else. So it's been a pretty long time since I've gotten excited over anything remotely dating related and I was actually happy to realize that I could still feel that way.
Karate class also proved to make me grin a lot due to...well, I'm just going to say a bit of eye candy and leave it at that. I absolutely would not mind going out & hanging out with this person. Positive, loads of energy, & just a generally amazing personality.
ANYWAY, so tonight is going to be relaxing and just as positive as the day has been. I can't ask for better right now.
My horoscope proved to be exactly what I needed to hear as well:
"Believe it or not, the air is clearing around a certain confusing and difficult situation. It may not seem that way just yet, because there is still some fog lingering where you are. Moments of clarity come, but then they go, and you may feel that you are helpless to figure out what to do. Your forecast is bright, though, and if you can just be patient with yourself and the world around you, you will see the atmosphere begin to clear, and you'll be able to more easily see the path ahead".
CHEERS TO THAT.
Things that made me happy today:
1) A good breakfast
2) Getting so much work done online
3) Having great convo w/my nail lady (she's incredibly personable)
4) A good workout
5) Good convo at munchkin's karate class
6) Figuring out that I can still feel happy and excited over little things
7) A good dinner at home w/munchkin this evening
Upsetting things today:
1) Nothing upsetting but the cold was incredibly annoying all day.
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