^^Title was aptly named because that's what I'm listening to on Pandora Radio. It's a relaxation stations with all different versions of musical songs. This one is Where is the Love by Josh Vietti (originally done by Black Eyed Peas ages ago). Good station - you should check it out.
Today has been spent at home doing just that....RELAXING. My sore throat has yet to clear out so today I've just been trying to stay put and get things done around the house - productivity is hard when you're not feeling well and just want to catch up on sleep but alas, the 4th load of laundry is in the washer, the house is pretty organized, and some studying has been done. It's been a fairly quiet day (literally & figuratively) which I'm thankful for. No upsets, no tears, no worries.
There have however been a few fleeting thoughts having to do with....HIM.
The first: I wonder what he's doing for Thanksgiving this year?
2) Wonder if he will do Christmas shopping last minute?
3) Is he going back to California for Christmas? New Year's? Wonder if he's spending it with anyone...
This stems from the fact that in Dec of 2012 (I met him in July 2012) he always said he wasn't seeing anyone and then when he went home to California for Christmas he also visited the girl's family that he was seeing but never said anything about it (I found out from her). I strongly believe that males and females have different ideas of dating or seeing someone & theirs doesn't seem to include sleeping with someone.
4) I wonder if I'll ever hear from him again and if she's replaced me in the things we used to do or if she will get to meet his family & friends when I didn't.
Anyway, fleeting thoughts. I suppose that the weather today is a beautiful sign that there will be breaks in your life from gloominess that remind you that the sun is still shining. It's important to harness those small moments and little breaks and use their energy for when the gloominess sets in.
Here's to gorgeous 72 degree random weather (unfortunately it's supposed to snow in 2 days), the little happy moments in life, and trying to bring yourself back out on top. Cheers.
Things that made me happy today:
1) Staying home!
2) Snuggling w/the puppies all day
3) The SUNSHINE
4) Getting laundry caught up
5) Catching up on some of my shows
Things that were annoying today:
1) Missing my training session & going to the gym today bc of this cold
2) Having HIM on the brain & wondering about HER at the same time.
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