It's Thanksgiving. Woohoo? Idk. Anyway, it's never been my favorite holiday but it won't be a bad one this year. I woke up with the mindset that it might be uneventful but that's what I want this year. Nothing crazy, no drama, no ex boyfriend in my thoughts.
It's still early. It's 8:40am and I'd much rather still be sleeping but only because this cold just won't quit. I have a cough that's settled in my chest and won't go away. I blame the weather. It was 72 degrees Tuesday and snowing on Wednesday.
Unfortunately, I woke up from a dream about the ex and I figured I'd write about it so it's out of my head and I don't dwell on it. It took place a school type setting with dorms, etc (he's away at school but he's on a military base so it's not actually a school setting). I had gone to see him and surprise, discovered he cheated on me. When confronted, a huge fight ensued with him not caring and explaining that he met this girl at a tailgate for a football game. There was a lot of walking away, shrugging it off, bragging that he slept with her, and yelling. Lots of yelling. Eventually it ended with him saying he didn't want me but she had also found out about me & didn't want him either and he was mad at that. Anyhow, I woke up irritated that my brain would make me dream such thing but it is what it is and I can't control that.
Today will be a good day. Spending the morning here w/my daughter and then heading to my moms house for awhile. I was supposed to run a 5K this morning but opted out when I couldn't stop coughing last night. Pretty sure 30 degree weather isn't going to help me get better. Anyone that knows me, knows that I'm really stubborn and like to learn the hard way so actually not doing the race is a huge deal for me. I signed up, I paid for it, I wanted to do it. Alas, some things you just have to give up even if it's what you want. Who knows, maybe it'll be better in the long run for your health. ;)
I'm sure I'll follow up more later. If there's anyone that's a consistent reader and wants to introduce themselves feel free. I'd be happy to "meet" you.
Until later then. Cheers.
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