9:09am...
I woke up about a half hour ago from a pretty solid sleep. Thank goodness because the night before, I didn't sleep at all from all the coughing I was doing. So, besides a puppy that wanted to take up the entire bed, I slept well (thank you NyQuil and sleep meds). I've found that when my sleep meds start to wear off in the early morning hours, I dream about my ex. I think the past 3 or 4 nights that's happened. It's not upsetting, it's more irritating than anything because I'm mentally wanting to pull myself out of the dream just to have something different on my mind. This morning I had a dream I was looking at his Facebook page and he had changed his relationship status to "in a relationship". Whether he has actually done that, I don't know because I'm making it a very large goal not to be on FB much since I reactivated it. Maybe once or twice a day & not for that purpose. I found that I wasn't upset in the dream either, just irritated because he never would do that for us.
I figured I'd write about it here this morning so it doesn't stick with me all throughout the day.
This morning I'm going to relax a bit, have a cinnamon roll and some eggs for breakfast, and just do what I've got to do. Hopefully relaxing this morning will set a good tone for the entire day and I can update this tonight with no complaints.
So here's to everyone finishing out the weekend with a smile on their face. Cheers.
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